Okay people stop spamming nao.

Okay whoever you are that is spamming us links and running away, please stop that right now. PLEASE! It’s a waste of time….

Oh yeah starting school later today… I should perhaps go….

And don’t be sad… be glad.

So why don’t we go So why don’t we go… Somewhere only we know…

Platonic Love for girls who you only care about dating and getting laid with… Fucker. Fucker. Fuckerrrrrr!

I’m so fed up with pretty much everything that is so simple… and for things that are so complicated. There’s not a simple thing left for me to hide… I just want to hide in cyber world and not escape it. I’m being a baby, but who the fuck cares? Lemme fucking whine. Where the fuck should I go. I’m not even interested of all things?! I like the old… fuck the new.

I hate your intense questions. I don’t want to fucking answer them, drop them. Drop. Them. Fucking. Now. I don’t need your sass… Really, I don’t….

In general I’m in a really bad mood so don’t fucking start with me… and if I happen to start with you. Fuck it. Let me. I don’t care.

Now that I think about it…

Kasei’s a bit too young to be the Queen her mother wants her to be. So I’m gonna have to say that Kasei’s about 19 when it starts on her … on some cliff overlooking a city. The century is the 21st an AU of the Earth. So we’ll see how Kasei was like as a cadet… There will still be meetings between organization that Kasei must attend but with a superior… despite being… superior herself…

The first half of the arcs take place when Kasei is still a cadet training. Meeting other people, other species, and other races. Having to work with them as a subordinate rather than equal because of her inhuman status. She is sent for retrieval missions only and for scouting … which she hates… her biggest …

All content in here…. is mine. Take what is not yours and you shall find yourselves reported. Thank you.

Slap Me I’m bored.

I’m fucking bored. Ignore my last post I was really mad at my mother. RP?

I’m just an ordinary man, with ordinary desires…

Seriously mother dear. Get off my shoulders. Get off me. I want nothing to do with you. Especially your stupid beliefs of me having all the power.

And yes I laughed at how stupid your face looked when you were talking to me. You rotten bitch, go fuck yourself! You’re the selfish one around here wanting us to be what you want us to be. Let me tell you something you stupid bitch, I changed from my sweet self to what I am now. I swallowed all your bullshit and kept myself from beating your face in. I’m sick of this power struggle between you and I and I know who won every battle. You. You have Dad on your side after all.

You’ll get your wish soon enough. And why do you even want to be around me when you can’t EVEN STAND ME?! Fucking stupid hypecrite. Selfish fucker. Why can’t I prove just how much of a fucking lunatic you are? Why can’t I fucking dial. You tell me that I’m not caring enough… well top this… I HAVEN’T FUCKING CALLED THE POLICE ON YOU YET, bitch!

…

You don’t play with toe of your shoe and then touch my laptop. I picked my lip after placing my hands on the keyboard and who knows what will grow in my intestines now… >:

Just Communication

Okay, so I’ve been bitter about some things, and been a bitch about them, but that’s alright… I like being one.

But I can tell you one thing. I’m excited about some IM rps Crow and I want to do.

Tarn, Fio and Silvia … -giggles- <3

I'm getting too much attached to MB. And I did meet Sapphire. I'm so happy for Sapphire Noir.

And I 'm so looking forward to August 15 despite having to go to a psychiatrist…. I wonder if it'll work out. I hope Jean's friends don't decide to postpone the whole thing. We've been planning out the FF7 paper rp at the library! ARGH! I'm looking forward to that too!

I cannot wait til next summer. I want to go to AX so badly. I want to push my limits to their maximums and meet up with Rex and Roxy again, but I hear Roxy is probably deciding between going to SDCC and AX now. -sigh- I really hope she goes to AX, but that’s just me being my selfish self. Yeah, I’ve been selfish lately… well alot.

I can’t seem to bring myself to say alot since I don’t want to hurt anyone and even if I already did… I don’t want to any further.

Okay, Rachel, I am not jumping hoops. This secretary -points at myself- doesn’t do that kinda shit.

Jillian: hey
[22:04] xxx absolution: D: TWIST WENT YOUR PANTIES
Jillian: huh
you okay?
[22:04] xxx absolution: So why are you talkingto me?
Jillian: cause i like talking to you
[22:05] xxx absolution: I thought you were mad at me
Jillian: i’m not
???
what makes you think that
[22:05] xxx absolution: D: Well….the flier incident
Jillian: I am nowhere near that kind of petty
let alone any kind of petty
[22:06] xxx absolution: WTF.
Jillian: i wasn’t even irked by it
[22:06] xxx absolution: >: Kay…
Jillian: I was concerned about your sleeping habits
[22:06] xxx absolution: D: huh?
Jillian: what time did you actually get to sleep on sunday
you were first up 5:13
pm
[22:07] xxx absolution: 6 something AM
[22:07] xxx absolution: 8DDDDD
Jillian:geez
[22:07] xxx absolution: -hops-
Jillian: you must sleep like a damn log
[22:07] xxx absolution: 8DDDDD
Jillian: Hey i need to discuss serious club business
[22:08] xxx absolution: D: what.
Jillian: We need to get the hotel room
but we need someone with a credit card
[22:08] xxx absolution: D: …
[22:08] xxx absolution: Um… my parents controll my credit card account
Jillian: i mean we got approved for the funding so
: the shcool
will completely reemburse you
at least thats what silver lead me to beleive
[22:09] xxx absolution: Um. -sigh- Don’t any of you have credit cards?
Jillian: i don’t
[22:09] xxx absolution: Well check with her again
Jillian: not anymore
plus the liit was only 3509
*350
[22:09] xxx absolution: cause I am a stickler about my cred card
[22:09] xxx absolution: and that’s a lot of money going out of my account
[22:09] xxx absolution: and I am saving up too
Jillian: i know
[22:10] xxx absolution: she wants me to do this … and this and this… I feel abused
[22:10] xxx absolution: Give me the EXACT information about the funding papers
[22:10] xxx absolution: cause I don’t want to be cheated by it
Jillian: trust me
[22:10] xxx absolution: and I feel extremely and utterly abused
[22:10] xxx absolution: no.
[22:11] xxx absolution: I don’t want to trust any of you with my money.
Jillian: knees will be broiken
*broken

[22:11] xxx absolution: My knees won’t be broken
Jillian: not
yours
[22:11] xxx absolution: stop volunteering me for everything GODDAMMIT
Jillian: i
was
asking
not
cause ym parents wnet know
*no
i was asking not demanding
the school will pay you back in ful
says rachel
[22:12] xxx absolution: I want the papers… and everything and the school fucking telling me shit about the finance of this trip
[22:12] xxx absolution: No.
Jillian: and our actual budget will cover the tax
[22:12] xxx absolution: I won’t…. Jillian
[22:12] xxx absolution: that’s alot of money off my credit card
Jillian: i know
i asked
i am not demanding
if you don’;t want to
[22:13] xxx absolution: I would like to split it
Jillian: we will see if someone else will
[22:13] xxx absolution: but I don’t want to pay it fucking all
[22:13] xxx absolution: and unless I ACTUALLY FUCKING HEAR FROM RACHEL
[22:13] xxx absolution: I won’t do it.
[22:14] xxx absolution: tell her that
[22:14] xxx absolution: if she wants me for financial and for paperwork she needs to get off her fucking ass and tell me
Jillian: fine
i told her to talk to you
if you don’t want to
i’ll look to see if i can someone else
[22:16] xxx absolution: >:
Jillian: she’ll get you everything you need
Jillian: she needs to speak to phillis
[22:18] xxx absolution: so we’re back to me now?
ExplodingWeasels (10:17:33 PM): she’ll get you everything you need
ExplodingWeasels (10:17:39 PM): she needs to speak to phillis
ExplodingWeasels (10:19:00 PM): no
ExplodingWeasels (10:19:04 PM): we will get you the papers
ExplodingWeasels (10:19:14 PM): in the mean time i’ll see if i can talk to anyone else
Jillian: if you got screed over i’
d pay you personally back
i don’t know
i’ll figure it out
no ones
gonna get upset at you
xxx absolution (10:28:40 PM): why don’t youjust ask Oprah… cause I want to save up for Anime Expo

HELLO!!! I’M FUCKING 19 … ONLY IN SECOND YEAR OF COLLEGE. AND I WANT TO GO TO ANIME EXPO NEXT YEAR. I MADE A PROMISE TO MY FRIENDS FROM CA. MY PARENTS CONTROLLS MY CASH AND IF THEY SEE WHAT NEEDS TO BE WIPED FROM IT, THEY’LL FUCKING FREAK! AND meanwhile they think I’m Oprah or something…

I kick whoever is close in my facinity…

Okay, I’m still a bit weirded out with the quiet.

The reason being as to why I’m annoying everyone with wanting to certain rps is because…. WELL, GUESS WHAT?! 8DDDD I have Fall/Winter semester coming in about a month!

Oh yeah, Hexx came back for a few days . I’m so happy!

Oh and I drew again.

I ain’t freaking… I ain’t faking it … SHUT UP AND LET ME GO!

I love them sooooo muchhhh … Ting Tings <3

I went over to Christine's apartment today. We saw Advent Children Complete at her place. I didn't meet her boyfriend though. Though I did find out what he looks like.

D: I have to say cranes are awesome…

He has two cats :3~

I AM OFFICIALLY ON A NAMIKO CRAZE? What? She's an awesome, snobbish bitch–that's why.

I want to draw a pic of Namiko listening/singing to “Shut Up and Let Me Go” Ting Tings. Going through the mall? What? Our female guns addict likes to fucking shop!